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People struggle.

People pretend.

People change.

People move on.

Some people struggle to pretend

Some people change to move on

Including me

don’t try to fake me.

I’m not interested in fake conversation, fake personality, fake attitude.

Bismillah

Let’s start to study with Bismillah.

I’ve warned u. All of u.

Ada kecenderungan seperti ini: beberapa pria akan berusaha mengenal saya lebih jauh begitu mereka kenal saya. Ini saya sadari sejak SMA. Kebanyakan orang2 baru kenal. Beberapa dari mereka terus berusaha sampai pada tahap mendekati saya, walalupun mereka tau kondisi saya. Tapi sebagian besar akhirnya mundur teratur.

Saya selalu kasih tau dari awal tentang siapa saya, bagaimana saya, dan siapa orang2 terdekat saya. When I told them that, I’m not faking anything. Tapi beberapa orang itu tetap mendekati saya.

Please don’t get me wrong. But I’ve warned u from the start, don’t get too close to me. 

The Devoted Loves (Les Amours Devourees)

Translation..

We don’t live offshore, but well within
The distance, us, lovers separated
By the haunted docks with moored boats
That keep us on the edge of feelings

But I am coming and the girls that are waiting for you
Will never wait for you again
Or worry excessively
For that diamond that I have
If I must myself set out
The map of a devotee

No one has a hold over me like you do,
On my breath that stays jagged
Races against the wind
That no longer matter now
That we’ve said we belong to each other

But I am coming and the girls that are waiting for you
Will never wait for you again
Or worry excessively
For that diamond that I have
If I must myself set out
The map of a devotee

someone who will back u up

Ups and downs always happen, right?

When u’re up looks like u have nothing to worry about. But when u’re down, u need someone to back u up. Just simply for make yourself stronger. The one who will back u up is usually ALWAYS the same person. U may not realize that maybe he/she’s sent from God to help u. Try to look deeper. Just try.

That person will do it sincerely. Expect nothing but your happiness. Seriously, there is a person who will do that for u. U just need to be patient to find him/her. And I’m thank God.. For now, I already found mine.

!!!!!!!!!!

when I get bored

I used to draw when I get bored. Draw anything in my mind. Some of this drawings are not reflecting my thought. It’s part of my friend’s request.. to draw her, plane, and home.. The rests are my thoughts

responsible

I’m responsible for my own feeling, whatever and whenever the storm coming.

beda orang beda cara

Beda orang tentu beda cara berpikir dan ngejalanin hidup. Well, that’s obvious. But what I mean is in context of enjoying life, moreover if u know u only have a little time to enjoy it. U don’t know when u’ll lose chance to lose person/moment in your life.

That’s why some people enjoy life in different ways…

Some people choose to enjoy life with some people they love in their life.