The Devoted Loves (Les Amours Devourees)

Translation..

We don’t live offshore, but well within
The distance, us, lovers separated
By the haunted docks with moored boats
That keep us on the edge of feelings

But I am coming and the girls that are waiting for you
Will never wait for you again
Or worry excessively
For that diamond that I have
If I must myself set out
The map of a devotee

No one has a hold over me like you do,
On my breath that stays jagged
Races against the wind
That no longer matter now
That we’ve said we belong to each other

But I am coming and the girls that are waiting for you
Will never wait for you again
Or worry excessively
For that diamond that I have
If I must myself set out
The map of a devotee

someone who will back u up

Ups and downs always happen, right?

When u’re up looks like u have nothing to worry about. But when u’re down, u need someone to back u up. Just simply for make yourself stronger. The one who will back u up is usually ALWAYS the same person. U may not realize that maybe he/she’s sent from God to help u. Try to look deeper. Just try.

That person will do it sincerely. Expect nothing but your happiness. Seriously, there is a person who will do that for u. U just need to be patient to find him/her. And I’m thank God.. For now, I already found mine.

!!!!!!!!!!

when I get bored

I used to draw when I get bored. Draw anything in my mind. Some of this drawings are not reflecting my thought. It’s part of my friend’s request.. to draw her, plane, and home.. The rests are my thoughts

responsible

I’m responsible for my own feeling, whatever and whenever the storm coming.

beda orang beda cara

Beda orang tentu beda cara berpikir dan ngejalanin hidup. Well, that’s obvious. But what I mean is in context of enjoying life, moreover if u know u only have a little time to enjoy it. U don’t know when u’ll lose chance to lose person/moment in your life.

That’s why some people enjoy life in different ways…

Some people choose to enjoy life with some people they love in their life.

i will stop judging

I will stop judging because I don’t know what people have been going through

I will stop judging because it’s unfair to just see a glimpse of someone’s life and then say like I know everything

I will stop judging because maybe I can’t imagine how someone life’s going

I will stop judging because I already judged too much to too many people

I’m not a superwoman

I’m not superwoman. I have the same feeling with most of the girls in the world. I can feel insanely “galau” missing him. I can feel depressed about my relationship. I can feel afraid of losing him.

I’m not a superwoman. I’m only a woman who can manage time well and can do many things at once.

pusing

Have u ever thought about something too much over and over again until your head get headache? I’m sure u had. Not just headache, the suddenly u get fever, your heart beat faster, and everything becomes uncertain. Now, I’m so headache because of telling of my secret stories to my new friends. I trust them enough to understand and hopefully will support me. It’s hard to keep this  story alone.

life’s changed

Today I have many new friend and it’s such a pleasure to have new good friends.

Life’s changed

Few years ago, when I was in elementary and higher elementary school, I didn’t like to make friends, because of self-confidence issue. But now, I become friendly to everyone, smile to every person I see, and greet every friend I meet.

Indeed, life’s changed.

“Of course in a good way”