So finally I learn, life is about enjoying every single feeling: sad, angry, happy, bored, calm, rushed, etc.
When you feel sad, feel sad then.
When you feel angry, feel angry then.
When you’re happy, be happy then.
Nothing is wrong in being who you are and feel what you feel.
Nothing is wrong in keeping the hatred and enjoying grumps (for a while).
Just like nothing is wrong in cherising good memory.
But, you have to know what kind of feeling that can take you to God.
You have to know the differences between the positive and negative energy will impact you.
And you have to always CHOOSE those that can take you closer to God.
Do you know and realised what kind of feeling that God loves the most? And why those are loved the most?